Ma JingXiang instagram updated
Ma JingXiang has posted a hand written Korean letter on his instagram on February 14. https://www.instagram.com/majingxiang_0216
He was a contestant of Mnet survival audition program, ‘BOYS PLANET.’ By this program, the winning contestants became ZEROBASEONE, and there were few idol group derived by the program. For example, EVNNE, TOZ, ONE PACT and TIOT.
What He Wrote
Hello, everyone. I’m Ma JingXiang.
It’s been a while, we haven’t seen each other in almost two months. There’s been a lot of sad things to me… But I’m going to smile when I think about the Jeong Sang Dan (his fans’ name). If I cry in front of my fans I’m not a manly man, so I hide it in front of you.
I miss the fans every day, every moment. Oh no! What should I do? I’ve stopped practicing because I’m not feeling well. I’m taking medication because my mental health is not in a good state. But I get tired no matter how I try to come to normal status. How can I meet my fans in a bad state? I can’t. That’s why I’m sad. I won’t be an idol singer later on. I’m so sorry to all the fans who love me and support me. But if I have a better chance, I’ll come back to see you in a different way. Don’t worry too much about me, I love you!
It’s my birthday on February 16. If you have time, watch my Instagram Live. I’ll broadcast live on my Instagram account on February 16. I’ll post a lot of pictures of my daily life on my Instagram account even if I don’t try to be an idol. I can’t do Weibo now, so I can’t do live. I’ll post a lot of pictures if I can.
I hope you live a happier life because you might not able to see an idol Ma Jingxiang later!
So he is telling that he would give up trying idol due to his mental health. He is taking medication to be healthier but it seems he is having hard time. So he had to stop posting on instagram, but now he is trying to share his life with his fans even though he give up being idol in Korea.
Previous article about BOYS PLANET, the boy groups derived by the program, CLICK HERE.